lunes, 14 de junio de 2010

u.u

And again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again,and again...

Muajajajajajajajaja os asesinare a todos con una cucharaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

viernes, 11 de junio de 2010

The reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

lunes, 7 de junio de 2010

All these thing i hate..

...detesto los lunes...

odio pensar mucho... generalmente caigo casi siempre en el mismo abismo...

detesto muchas veces n poder estar triste porque si, porque se q nadie me va a dejar estarlo...

me detesto a mi mismo..

me cae mal las canciones tristonas... porque no puedo evitar escucharlas

maldigo el vacio q me dejo ango...

me da pena tantas cosas... detesto la pena porque aun no me puedo librar de ella..

detesto haberme enamorado como un idiota... sabia en el fondo q algo asi pasaria...

odio tener el puto pensamiento q las personas pueden cambiar!!... debo aceptar... q las personas no cambian...

maldigo tantos sufrimientos... porque tuvimos q pasar por ellos para ser quienes somos...

detesto las reglas de este mundo y al infeliz q las creo... el osado q no las respeta, simplemente es tratado de basura...

detesto mi bipolaridad

odio cuando me construyo animos... simplemente para ver como los demas los destruyen...

detesto mi estupida sensibilidad!

maldigo a los desgraciados q solo se dedican a hacer infelices a los demas

odio cuando me usan como un objeto...

detesto pensar q le digo a los demas q esten mejor... cuando yo ni sikiera tengo animos de estarlo...

detesto mi orgullo... muchas veces me ha impedido expresarme como realmente hubiera querido...

...

detesto q tantas cosas dependan de mi.........

detesto pensar q no puedo darme el lujo de darme por derrotado..

odio mi depresion... siempre vuelve a mi...

detesto pensar q hay cosas q se me dan mas facil a mi, y a otros con tanto esfuerzo... no es justo...
odio pensar q aun esta presente en nuestra sociedad la estupida regla del mas fuerte

detesto el ingles u.u

...

detesto ser tan debil...

hay tantas cosas...no se si debo dejarlas salir... o dejar q se pudran conmigo. quisiera no pensar estas cosas... pero las pienso, es lo q hay en mi estupida cabeza y guardadas en este corazon idiota.
lo peor es q la unica forma de hacer q estas cosas se vayan por un momento, es simplemente actuar como oveja en el rebaño. si no quieres parecer diferente, debes estar con el mejor animo posible para no llamar la atencion. si no respetas esto, lo unico q lograras es q todos a tu alrededor se alejen de ti.

son las malditas reglas del estupido mundo al q vinimos... quizas existan otros mundos... quizas no... la unica certeza es el aqui y el ahora, y lo unico q podemos hacer es vivirla a gusto de cada uno, siempre lo mejor posible...
hay tan poco tiempo, entre trabajo, estudios, horas durmiendo y otros.. q supongo q no vale la pena estar amargado

quisiera q no fuera todo asi (bueno, no siempre es asi, solo cuando estoy con mis amigos.. y son los momentos q mas aprecio...)

esto es lo q he aprendido... antes ni sikiera me preocupaba por mi, solo esperaba en mi cama la hora de mi muerte, pensando en q nada valia la pena
Ahora solo quiero q amanezca para ver de nuevo a mis amigos para reir, compartir, soñar juntos y decir estupideces solo para hacer reir al otro

mierda... no pude evitar llorar al escribir esta estupida entrada, q por cierto no tiene sentido alguno, pero hace tiempo q queria librarme de esto... ademas, esta estupida cancion es malditamente emotiva...

solo queda ser fuerte y seguir avanzando. como dijo un humorista chileno (de los cuales me siento orgulloso de ser chileno): "Al mundo venimos a 4 cosas: 1. ser feliz, 2. a amar y a ser amados, 3. a aprender y 4. dejar marca de nuestro paso por el mundo...

"si haces algo para ti, eso morira contigo... pero si lo haces para los demas, entonces alcanzaras la inmortalidad..."

trato de guiarme por todas estas cosas, es lo q me impulsa a querer ser mejor cabecilla, mejor estudiante y futuro mejor ingeniero... pero por sobre todo, un mejor amigo..

diablos, esta cancion me emociona aunque no kiera...

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you...


todo tiene una razon... y pienso seguir buscando la mia...



Quiero, y seré mi propio heroe!!!

miércoles, 2 de junio de 2010

Passive u.u

Passive-A Perfect Circle

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just can’t believe him, never the optimistic one
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It´s your right and your ability
To become…my perfect enemy…

Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
You’re better of this…you’re better off this…
Maybe you’re better off!

Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can´t you turn and face me?
Why can´t you turn and face me?
Why can´t you turn and face me?
Why can´t you turn and face me?
You fucking disappoint me!

Esta cancion...no te la dedico a ti kerd...sino que ya sabes por que la pongo...maldita cancion que engancha¬¬

Gracias por descubrirmela kerd^^Se te quiere muchooo!!

NUNCA TE DEJARE SOLO!Que quede claro u.u

martes, 1 de junio de 2010

Helena (My Chemical Romance)

Esta se la dedico a mi ex!!, YEAH!!

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Pudrete flanders!! xD